I stayed up till 2:30 in the morning playing COD4, had a couple too many drinks and now I am paying for it today. I'm putting it down here first and turning over a new leaf. Alcohol is making me miserable. I'm not working 'cause of the actors contract non-negotiations and spending my days just waiting for the day to end. That's it. I'm going to quit smoking, cut by booze intake and start living my life despite the lack of work. Maybe I'll take a trip or something although this next month is going to be a pain in the ass as far as that goes. We have a wedding to go to, Jenny is going to visit some friends in Nor Cal and I'm sure there is more shit I haven't even thought of yet.
But seriously, I don't mind staying up late, but I can't do the sitting and playing games and drinking thing any more. I'll play my games, but the booze is out now. The problem is, I sit there playing online, finish a beer, get up and get another on, and a couple hours later, realize I've had a sixer! It's too easy to not pay attention.
So here it is. That was the old me, this is the new me.
On a lighter note, my friend Rem has invited me to go check out the X-Games this weekend and I am really looking forward to that. Going to go to the Yoga store and get myself a meditation pillow and start really working on that. I need to get my head back to a place where I can focus.
If anyone is reading this, tell me what you think of the new pic at the top of the page. I thought it was a nice mix of the palms and urban sprall that is Los Angeles. And it's right in my own back yard!
But seriously, I don't mind staying up late, but I can't do the sitting and playing games and drinking thing any more. I'll play my games, but the booze is out now. The problem is, I sit there playing online, finish a beer, get up and get another on, and a couple hours later, realize I've had a sixer! It's too easy to not pay attention.
So here it is. That was the old me, this is the new me.
On a lighter note, my friend Rem has invited me to go check out the X-Games this weekend and I am really looking forward to that. Going to go to the Yoga store and get myself a meditation pillow and start really working on that. I need to get my head back to a place where I can focus.
If anyone is reading this, tell me what you think of the new pic at the top of the page. I thought it was a nice mix of the palms and urban sprall that is Los Angeles. And it's right in my own back yard!
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