It Aint Easy...

I managed to get through NYE without smoking but didn't manage to stay relatively sober. Oh well. It's been a rough couple days. The patches I bought are kinda crappy in that they don't want to stay attached to my body. I've tried three different places now, and each one seems to be worse than the last. On my shoulder seems to be holding up okay, we'll see in the morning. I'm really having a hard time not punching someone in the neck. So I have been doing a lot of yoga and deep breathing to ease the stress. But I have managed to make it through another day and for that I am proud of myself. I have to keep telling myself that, positive thinking ya know. So to mark this day, I think day 3, here is a picture of an angry baby.

Day One...

Didn't have a smoke today. Not easy. Rolled around with friend today, she is heading out to Costa Rica tomorrow and needed a friend to help with the last minute supplies. Anyway, forgot to put a new patch on, so had a bit of a craving late in the afternoon. Still haven't put a new one on, and not going to do it just before bed. Morning. As a reward for not smoking, here is a picture of Olivia Munn. Yum.

Today Is The First Day...

Well, not really. I don't believe in quitting. So what I am doing is simply not smoking anymore. Besides, no one likes a quitter. Tomorrow will be the first day without a smoke. The morning will be the hardest as I like to have a couple with my coffee and FaceBook. Usually in the back yard. So, that will be tough. I want to loose the 10lbs I gained over the holidays, so I'm going to try to do some exercise whenever I really feel like smoking. Good luck to me. This is the last time I will try this. So, here is a picture of some Jewish guys dancing on the beach...